Looking back a few years ago, and my life was completely different to what it is now.
Different friends, different environment, different in myself.
Change isn’t necessary always a bad thing and I think in my situation it has proved to be good. Some friendships and relationships don’t work out, and although there are some people I miss in my life, it makes me appreciate that I am as close to the people I am these days. Not only that but I am doing things I never even thought was something I could accomplish a few years ago.
Being overwhelmed triggers my anxiety quite bad so going to gigs was something I rarely did, and if I did go I would sit. There isn’t anything wrong with sitting at a gig, but over the last few years I’ve stood and they are so much more fun! you get to be part of the experience and the emotions you go through are so exciting! I guess what I’m saying in this little ramble is that everything happens for a reason.
Change is scary, and the fear of the unknown will always worry me, but as I experience more things in life, I’m starting to embrace it. Change is scary, but it might work out in the end. Even if it takes a few stumbles in the first place.
Lots of love, and remember, everything happens for a reason…