Well hello there beautiful pals,
Thanks for stopping by for today’s blog post. How is everyone doing??
Something different on the cards today a bit more chatty. I’ve titled this blog post, “All the things I want to tell you”. This post isn’t aimed at anyone in particular just a shout out to the world about whats been going on and how I’m feeling in life. A little self chat to myself I suppose on how things currently stand.
It is based on the recurring post many bloggers take on called “If we went for coffee” but this one has its very own Hopeless blog twist.
Lets just jump straight in…
I want to tell you how right now I’m struggling with my job and I don’t know what to do. I made a choice to change careers temporarily and now it is sucking the life out of me from negativity.
I want to tell you about the other exciting career opportunity I currently have to write for a music magazine and how being a start-up business means I have to wait and see what happens. I HATE WAITING!!!
I want to tell you how the weight of the world is being carried on my shoulders because of the pressure of being this age with so much uncertainty is scaring me.
I want you to reassure me more importantly.
i want to tell you i have made very bad mistakes and continue to make them but one day i will learn and i have to remember it makes me into the person i am.
I want to tell you that I feel like I am a broken person in a constant battle with my brain and how sometimes its just as easy to tell you I don’t want to be here to save myself from the battle.
But its important that I tell you that throughout all the lows there will always be a high and it is worth the wait. All the best things in life are worth waiting for and it’s not worth worrying about the future when today is my future.
That was all folks,
Until our next natter,
Lots of love,