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All the things I want to tell you (November 18)

04/11/2018

Well hello there beautiful pals,

Thanks for stopping by for today’s blog post.  How is everyone doing??

Something different on the cards today a bit more chatty. I’ve titled this blog post, “All the things I want to tell you”.  This post isn’t aimed at anyone in particular just a shout out to the world about whats been going on and how I’m feeling in life. A little self chat to myself I suppose on how things currently stand.

It is based on the recurring post many bloggers take on called “If we went for coffee” but this one has its very own Hopeless blog twist.

Lets just jump straight in…

I want to tell you how right now I’m struggling with my job and I don’t know what to do. I made a choice to change careers temporarily and now it is sucking the life out of me from negativity.

I want to tell you about the other exciting career opportunity I currently have to write for a music magazine and how being a start-up business means I have to wait and see what happens. I HATE WAITING!!!

I want to tell you how the weight of the world is being carried on my shoulders because of the pressure of being this age with so much uncertainty is scaring me.

I want you to reassure me more importantly.

i want to tell you i have made very bad mistakes and continue to make them but one day i will learn and i have to remember it makes me into the person i am.

I want to tell you that I feel like I am a broken person in a constant battle with my brain and how sometimes its just as easy to tell you I don’t want to be here to save myself from the battle.

But its important that I tell you that throughout all the lows there will always be a high and it is worth the wait. All the best things in life are worth waiting for and it’s not worth worrying about the future when today is my future.

That was all folks,

Until our next natter,

Lots of love,

Sophiemagsx

  • Reply
    crystalsandcurls
    04/11/2018 at 7:42 pm

    Good luck with everything girl, you know my DMs are always open if you want to talk about anything! Completely relate to having a soul-sucking job and how much pressure it puts on you, but feeling trapped in it . . . but it might get better, especially if you’re new and only just starting to adjust. Wishing you all the best xxx

    • Reply
      hopelesswonderer
      05/11/2018 at 10:12 am

      Thanks chick, i appreciate it, sometimes its really hard but it will be worth it in the end! xxx

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    questionsfromateenager
    05/11/2018 at 10:10 am

    STAY STRONG! This actually made me tear up a little, all of this sounds way too familiar. The most important thing is that you’ve realised that it’s worth it pushing through the ugly to get to the good parts again.

    • Reply
      hopelesswonderer
      05/11/2018 at 10:11 am

      thank you so much for such a lovely comment, its all worth it in the end!! 💛

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    Hunida
    06/11/2018 at 8:35 am

    I hope everything goes how you want it to with the magazine. ♡ Everyone makes mistakes, it’s what makes us human. Stay strong, beautiful!

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    ameliacdowling
    07/11/2018 at 9:00 am

    Sending hugs and reassurance that everything will work out the way it’s supposed to, give it time and go easy on yourself xx

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